If I asked anybody if they love to experience pain, particularly physical pain, well I'd think you were a masochist if you would ever say yes. Well … believe it or not, pain is very necessary in life and, ironically, pain is life-saving. In fact, Dr Paul Brand, who was a missionary surgeon, worked with a leprous community in one of his missions in India, doing some reconstructive surgery. Sadly, before him, there was a general belief that lepers lost parts of their body or became badly deformed because of rotting flesh. He later on discovered that the cause of these deformities is the loss of the sensation of pain. These people would walk on the ground not knowing that they may have stepped on a piece of glass or other sharp material, or they might get burned from holding a hot pan but because they didn’t feel anything, they thought everything was alright. Until the time that because of this, they lost their hands, their feet or other parts of their body because they had become so deformed because they couldn’t feel any pain. In this case, we do need pain to save ourselves. In fact, this finding is so profound that Dr Brand wrote a book entitled, “Pain: The Gift Nobody Wants” (1993). 
 
In today’s Gospel, we see that Jesus, in order to save humankind from sin, needs to suffer and die on the cross. Thereby he needs to experience tremendous pain, not only physical pain from the scourging, the crown of thorns, the heavy cross and the actual crucifixion but he would also experience psychological pain, the pain of being abandoned by his disciples, being insulted by the Pharisees and scribes, mocked by the Roman soldiers and those people watching him die on the cross, and also spiritual pain from the feeling of being abandoned by his heavenly Father. And he did all of these things, not for himself, for Jesus doesn’t need any salvation, but for all of us. 
 
And in the Gospel, this suffering Messiah is the one that Peter wasn’t expecting, much more wanting, for Jesus to become. In the first part of the gospel, Jesus asked his disciples what people were saying about him. Perhaps at this point Jesus wanted to know how people know him so that he would be able to gauge how effective his ministry had been so far. The answers that he received were that people thought that he might be John the Baptist, Elijah or one of the prophets. Well, the answers of the people are quite near to what Jesus is but not exactly. Then he asked his disciples, the people who are always with him 24/7. And Peter being the sort of “spokesperson” for the group said, “You are the Christ!” Most probably, Jesus must have been very pleased with this answer because it means that at least for Peter, he may have understood the identity and the mission of Jesus. However, this became a total disappointment when Peter remonstrated with Jesus, when Jesus revealed that he must suffer greatly, rejected by the Pharisees and the elders and die and rise from the dead after three days. Obviously, Peter has a different idea about who Jesus is what he should do. 
 
However, Peter got a very sharp rebuke from Jesus who even called Peter, “Satan”. So why this very sharp rebuke? Most probably, Jesus was reminded of his time in the desert when he was being tempted by the devil. If you can recall, one of the temptations was that the devil was offering Jesus a very comfortable life with all the riches in the world at his feet, provided that Jesus worships the devil. So, Jesus is reminded that one of the temptations was that he should avoid the pain of the cross at all costs. After this, he gathered all the crowd and reminded them that if they want to follow Him they must carry their cross every day and follow him. 
 
This gospel for us this week poses several questions about Jesus and also about ourselves. First, if Jesus asks us, “Who do you say I am?” What would be our answer? Do we see Jesus as a stern judge who would be examining with a fine-toothed comb our lives if we have committed any mistakes and punish severely for those? Or do we see Jesus as a brother and a friend who is always there even if we disobey him or turn our back to him and just waiting for us to come to our senses and come back to him. Second, how do we treat pain if ever it happens to us in our lives? Do we treat it with disdain? Or do we treat it with respect and accept that it is part of our lives? Lastly, in our lives, we have a cross. Could we identify what it is and how we treat it? 
 
Let us remember always that if we want to follow Christ, we will experience what he experienced, suffering, pain and death but also, we must not forget that in following Jesus, we will also experience resurrection and how beautiful is that!!!